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Oct 18th - Drafted in September

I wanted to update something on my personal blog but I have no ideas to pen. Let me begin saying something This month I have been through many things like mom leaving to home and in the terms of success I deserve in the form of earning more than 50$ by monetizing tech videos and good feedback from project manager hence good rating. I am trying my best to use the time I have in my hand to make my life beautiful but somehow I did not master to manage time and whenever I get a call from some one I am worried about the time I am going to waste from the message, it can be either family members asking me to come home or friend calls for hanging out. I know that is not the way one should think , I should be happy because there are people who think about me. I do believe in that Life is about people, and what matters in the end is how many you got on your side. However I am so obsessed to sit in front of computer to blog or browse. I have some great goals to achieve and I find no time for my ...

August 7th , 2012 : Just yet one more post

Hi This is Pavan writing my own notes, It is again very long time since my previous post. Now I can say that I am settled in Uni-Select project and things are quite good to me than they were in the initial stages and I feel like I have found myself to fly. In terms of work ABAP along with PI is very good in career aspect but however the efforts that I put towards my goals were not so satisfactory. There is something yet I need to accomplish. I can tell you that while midst of typing these few lines I keep on thinking that "Am I typing it in proper english" and feel like "I should be fluent enough" , There is always some dissatisfaction being myself. I know I am not good in few aspects but still knowing the fact I should do something. Progress towards my path is yet in the stage of beginning , All I need is a little dedication. There is nothing that i can do more than what I am doing at present point of time but I feel like I am always wasting the valuable time....

9th June , 2012 : tough times

As days are passing, I am alone diving opposite to tough stream of situations. Nothing is in my control, All I can do is wait for good times to come back. What should I do with people, Again Im starting to hate everyone. I just feel like stop talking to every one who so ever it is !!!! , Anyways i know that it would be a temporary situation, Regarding focus, I have lost my path by long way, I should make it right and donno if i can make it or not. I know that I am framing sentences very vaguely but couldn't help it :P. I will come back strong , bu bye :)

May 17th, Expectations and Future

Hi I'm Pavan, Here I write the events and thoughts that are going through my life. After So long time finishing my b.tech Here I am again standing and looking forward for something good to happen. No one in life would settle for something less than what they really are and so do I. I always think of doing MBA in one of the best colleges around the world but to pursue that dream I have done nothing so far, let me leave the past in the past. Now here I am deciding myself seriously to do whatever I need to do for making my dreams come true. Nothing in life came on the way for me, I made all of them to come on my way and yet again I have one more and last time for making things to come in my way.I know what to do -> Join any Training Institute -> Use My Time wisely -> Improvise, Improvise, Improvise I know that I have decided it late. I have made my mind in past December to give a try this year but as I was not so determined then I gave up for 2012 but once again time...

10 Months after me being Self Dependant

As Life goes on un noticed it is ten long months of me who stood on my own two feet. As I ponder I can remember my dad crediting my account every month when I use to stay in hostel. I am one among those who think that their past is always sweet than their present but now I can say that my present is much sweet than ever my past. I now stand on my own choices and is supposed to take my own decisions but yet have a feeling that I was not that grown up to make choices and depend on parents. The one thing that we should have in our mind is that "We are responsible for our own Destiny" ultimately. What I think now is that I can work smarter than that I am. To be honest to my heart, I am enjoying the days as they are passing by with the beautiful persons around my life but I must realize that life is not going to be the same with the way it used to be. People will leave your life as how they entered your life and it was you alone who will remain. But now because of this beautifu...

Feelings that cannot be expressed in just a post

Hi , This is Pavan . Today is Monday, Saturday and Sunday are passed without noticing. It was a simple weekend where I was free till mid noon of Sunday. I went to Rofin's room after getting a call from Jagdish saying that he is at Rofin's place. We had lunch by getting food outside from restaurant and I saw a film " A Lot Like Love" in the gap that I got. Weather was good and we've been sitting outside the balcony talking something which are irrelevant. I tried to capture those moments but Idiot Rofin brought some irrelevant topics which will embarrass me if i record. Later then we've played cards relaxing ourselves in the bed. After having loads of fun playing with cards we moved to Udipi's to have a cup of coffee and then I started back to home. Over All it was a great day. There are lot more to pen but they are hard to be caught on piece of paper. I had this feeling yesterday where I wanted to put some feelings which cannot be expressed. These days...

Real you , Judge yourself

Hello Again , I've been thinking from quite a while to update this blog but yes i am negligent. Okay Here I go. Hmmm , I thought to use this blog to pen my life as it is moving on but fortunately or unfortunately my mind is so unstable that it keeps on thinking and my thoughts are endless. Let me start with what had happened in past few days and what are going to happen in next few days. As of now each and every aspect of my life are properly planned and well executed right from my education to start my career as a software engineer. But what had happened in past few months are not under my control , I happened to work as shadow resource for more than 5 months and been sent to other project where we would deal with companies and its subsidiaries than of my core SAP and there are good times and as career is progressing I happened to be a billable resource right from today April 2nd in a SAP project for a client which distributes automotive parts. As of now I have no chance and no...