Feelings that cannot be expressed in just a post

Hi , This is Pavan .

Today is Monday, Saturday and Sunday are passed without noticing. It was a simple weekend where I was free till mid noon of Sunday. I went to Rofin's room after getting a call from Jagdish saying that he is at Rofin's place. We had lunch by getting food outside from restaurant and I saw a film "A Lot Like Love" in the gap that I got. Weather was good and we've been sitting outside the balcony talking something which are irrelevant. I tried to capture those moments but Idiot Rofin brought some irrelevant topics which will embarrass me if i record. Later then we've played cards relaxing ourselves in the bed. After having loads of fun playing with cards we moved to Udipi's to have a cup of coffee and then I started back to home. Over All it was a great day.

There are lot more to pen but they are hard to be caught on piece of paper. I had this feeling yesterday where I wanted to put some feelings which cannot be expressed. These days I am lot more deviated from the way I used to be. I was once used to think like a perfect engineer who can estimate the situations around with lot more equations and priorities and now it's been changing to the way how I feel about but really the math that's been inside should go off completely to have very cool mind.

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