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10 Months after me being Self Dependant

As Life goes on un noticed it is ten long months of me who stood on my own two feet. As I ponder I can remember my dad crediting my account every month when I use to stay in hostel. I am one among those who think that their past is always sweet than their present but now I can say that my present is much sweet than ever my past. I now stand on my own choices and is supposed to take my own decisions but yet have a feeling that I was not that grown up to make choices and depend on parents.

The one thing that we should have in our mind is that "We are responsible for our own Destiny" ultimately. What I think now is that I can work smarter than that I am. To be honest to my heart, I am enjoying the days as they are passing by with the beautiful persons around my life but I must realize that life is not going to be the same with the way it used to be. People will leave your life as how they entered your life and it was you alone who will remain. But now because of this beautiful person's around my life I am starting to feel like they will be part in rest of my life. However Time should decide the fact and mean while I shouldn't stop running to catch the journey that would make my life beautiful.

My present Age is 21 years and 155 days, Half of my beautiful life has been over. What I personally think is that the only life that we can enjoy is first 40 years. So, I should make most of my days but I don't know how I should. At the Same time I do not want single minute of my life to go waste. All the time that I spend is on my passions, interests and for the people I love and care about.

The one question that interviewer ask you is "Where would you like to see yourself in the next five years ?."
I must foresee and build an expectation for my future but as of now what I see is just blank, Probably I must say I am confused. 

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