Little Things in Life

Wiseness dawns on me as I age and the strange questions of life lingers around. Sometimes lifting the mood and sometimes throwing into the abyss but yet I persist. Purpose of life is one question and some elusive bliss you try to chase are some of the things that I thought about yesterday.   I was ecstatic in the morning to JustineGriffin who I happened to stumble on twitch, after work I was enjoying BBT and entertaining my inner nerd and then an article on google news popped about the final episode of BBT. I then skipped all episodes and watched the finale and I must confess I got teary eyed and felt sad, in that episode Sheldon in his acceptance speech talks about friends who stuck with him for past 12 years and describes them as encouraged, sustained, inspired and tolerated. It got me thinking of my past few years and things went downhill from there. I don't know what to say but there were many friends and acquaintances who left me same thoughts. Starting from  Azhar, Avinash f

 Hey this is Pavan, today's date is March 28, 2021 which otherwise would have been bhogi after holi in India. It's almost 3 years away from home. Last year was a disaster in many ways for many people in the form of pandemic. I took Pfizer vaccine yesterday for Covid and so far everything's good apart from diarrhea which I am easily prone to.  The big change since start of this year is, I am meditating. Though on and off at times but mostly consistent. However meditation also seems like a game, where I feel sometimes happy for being able to attain meditative state and sorry after trying for so long yet wasn't able to attain the meditative state. Whatever may be the result, I seem to like the process. I don't know of the exact reasons why I like but stuck with it even after 3 months says that there is something that i like about it. I will think through it sometime later. Till Jan 24th, I was playing Dota sometime on and off and gave a gap of more than 2 months when I