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August 7th , 2012 : Just yet one more post

Hi This is Pavan writing my own notes, It is again very long time since my previous post. Now I can say that I am settled in Uni-Select project and things are quite good to me than they were in the initial stages and I feel like I have found myself to fly. In terms of work ABAP along with PI is very good in career aspect but however the efforts that I put towards my goals were not so satisfactory.

There is something yet I need to accomplish. I can tell you that while midst of typing these few lines I keep on thinking that "Am I typing it in proper english" and feel like "I should be fluent enough" , There is always some dissatisfaction being myself. I know I am not good in few aspects but still knowing the fact I should do something.

Progress towards my path is yet in the stage of beginning , All I need is a little dedication. There is nothing that i can do more than what I am doing at present point of time but I feel like I am always wasting the valuable time. But what to say, Everything interests me , Now I am writing this post since I have some time to spend but what a wise person would do ?. I remember past few days of mine how I spent watching Hak5 tutorials on Wi-Fi ,  the stories about Nikola Tesla and knowing about upcoming space programs. I can't say that they are useless but I can say that they interest me. In the past few days I had been reading "The Moon Stone" Novel written by Wilkins and finished successfully.

How can I utilize much of my time is always a question in my mind but having said that I don't want to miss any sort of enjoyment that will never come back to me again. If I look back and see to my past I should not feel sad about how I have used my time. Saying that , Now I feel that I have wasted entire my engineering life and intermediate life. I know many inter people who are very intelligent than I was once, there are 13 year old bloggers in internet who write about technology. Any how the present now will become future's past so I should act now but sad part is that still I don't know the answer.

There are always good times, bad times and tough times for us. I now should have tough time but I am not ready or willing to accept it but still we should be in pursuit of our dreams before they become  extinct. Every aspect revolves around the time and I know 24 hours a day is not enough time for me but if i can make most of it then it would be enough on par with what is needed.

I have seen one movie in which there is one quotation which says "Everything will be fine at the end, If everything is not fine , then don't worry my friend its not the End".

I am just waiting for my perfect End , I have plenty to do from my side to bring it to an End and Now I am taking an End to this article.

Bye

Regards,
Pavan Kumar P

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