Little Things in Life

December 18th, 2015 , it's an important day to me for two reasons. It is my Mom's birthday today and I wished her Happy Birthday in the Morning. Second, it's my friend who I have spent all my time in the last 4.5 years @ Deloitte is getting married and leaving Hyderabad. I never expected time would run so fast but now when I am thinking about my past, time indeed ran very fast because I was so happy in my own world because of people in my life. But as time passes by, you have to realize that nothing is permanent in your life. Not your life nor things or people in your life. As saying goes, the only thing that never changes is change itself. So, we have to stay strong to fight and motivate ourselves with a purpose to fight. There are only two moments when I got emotional and can't control at office. First, when I came to know that there is something serious about my mom and she has to undergo operation for that and second was today when I realized it is time for goo...

It was just any other weekend which passed by quickly. I always think how I would like to spend my life and I clearly know that this shouldn't be the way but yet I can't help it because I am little lazy. Saturday's Log Yesterday, I woke up at 10 and happened to go check on the status of PC that I gave servicing for. Then after coming back to home, I felt sleepy and as I already had stomach full of food, I fell on bed without proper sleep but woke up to realize time was 3.. Then started to Sathish's palce and bought Mc D Fries and Pizza from eagle boys to eat. Time passed there quickly where Nelson was playing Dota and Rofin was in his own world of listening to songs and playing games. Sathish was working on his website design. Nothing interesting but time passed quickly and we went for a tea break at 6 returning at 7.30 and then sathish had bath and left to Pranav's place. I spent little more time till 9.30 and came back to home at 10. Sunday's log Today,...

I am back again with one more post. As always I have nothing new to update about the way life is going. Along with the dandruff that I already had, I started to get little neck pain. I do not know if my obsession with computer is the reason behind all my troubles but that's the status of the health. As September passed by I now know the amount I will receive for the next year. This year it is 31% hike along with bonus and additional performance bonus. All in all, I have got more wealth than I have imagined but now I understand the pain of a tax payer. There is nothing that I can do about saving tax because it is pretty complicated stuff but I definitely have to think about it by next year. That's the end of wealth story. Now let's talk about normal things. I have been to home town this year for Ganesh chathurdhi and spent 5 days at home which passed by very quickly. But I will definitely remember the circumstances of office in which I had to leave home town ( Asked to ...

I have just written a random post on the blog and yet here I am typing another post. Let's get started. I feel I am getting old as time passes by although I am 24 years 6 months old. I do have reasons why I am saying what I am saying. I am taking homeopathic medication since more than 6 months for the dandruff. I am loosing say vigor or passion towards achieving new heights in life. I am lazy to wake up early and feeling every other day as just one more day of life. May be I lost the energy because of monotonic days of life but this is how I feel today. Despite saying monotonic life, I must say nothing is same when I compare it with last 3 years. I feel changes in my life have reached their saturation point and I have reached new heights to adjust myself to situations. I am worried about the new boxes that I have to discover in future and want the life to stay stand stilll but as we know it, "Life doesn't stop for any one". There are so many things runni...

This is Pavan again with another post on July 10th, 2015. I am writing this post seating at my new desk in Cessna after a quick break to eat my dinner at A block Dosa bandi. I have no objective than to pen down whatever comes to my thoughts today. It was just another day at office where I happened to help people than doing my own work. Things that i have done today are 1) Explained how my investments on stocks are being worked out to Nelson and made him sign up with moneybhai. 2) Helped Nelson to install IDM so that he can download youtube videos before trying out all other options like Node and WAMP. 3) Helped Uma on Webdynpro URL issue. 4) Helped Srilakshmi on output email issue. I know penning down these things will be of no use but i don't know why I am doing this. May be because i am lost today. Mom left home on Sunday and it's been two days since I started living my solo life. Nothing seems to be difficult to me, possibly because I started accepting t...

Very long time ago, I have stopped thinking about the journey that life is leading me into but now because of the way things are I reminiscent things that happened to me in the last 4 years, a time since I began my career in professional life. Many professionals who I consider as friends left the organization for various reasons yet I never felt a slightest of pain but these small things impacted the circle of people who I naturally hangout with during office times. The time has come were the group will have only one person and that would be me. This is the painful truth of being in a professional life, it is not difficult to make new friends but it is difficult to digest the fact that you miss the presence of your best friends, friends who know you very well. Isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back, everything is different...” This is how Life builds your past, things that you want to remember and things you do not want to forget will go ...

It has been a long two year journey destined for getting into a top b-school. I had to leave many things that I would love to do otherwise for some other time citing preparation as an excuse. In some ways it is true that there is not much time, to ponder into my own thoughts or doing things that you love, given your capability limits. One has to assess his own strengths and weaknesses to maximize the throughput and it becomes an important factor if you have constraints imposed on you such as time in my case. When I compare myself with 2 lakh other aspirants, I realize that there are many things that I should have done but again they are my choices with the conjured knowledge that I had. I always wonder how my life has shaped to present day. Though I am proud to say that my life is all because of my own choices, there is a resent in my deep self telling me that I should have been at better position and I am not because of my choices. Anyways, whatever that have happened couldn't h...