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Simple Sunday - Nov 8th, 2015

It was just any other weekend which passed by quickly. I always think how I would like to spend my life and I clearly know that this shouldn't be the way but yet I can't help it because I am little lazy.

Saturday's Log
Yesterday, I woke up at 10 and happened to go check on the status of PC that I gave servicing for. Then after coming back to home, I felt sleepy and as I already had stomach full of food, I fell on bed without proper sleep but woke up to realize time was 3.. Then started to Sathish's palce and bought Mc D Fries and Pizza from eagle boys to eat. Time passed there quickly where Nelson was playing Dota and Rofin was in his own world of listening to songs and playing games. Sathish was working on his website design. Nothing interesting but time passed quickly and we went for a tea break at 6 returning at 7.30 and then sathish had bath and left to Pranav's place. I spent little more time till 9.30 and came back to home at 10.

Sunday's log
Today, I woke up at 10 by a call from home and I spoke in length for 30 minutes. I then woke up and had breakfast at 11. Day was boring than yesterday. Afternoon I had a good head bath and realized time to be 3.00, I didn't have lunch today because I wasn't feeling hungry. At around 5 when I left to check the status of PC servicing, I happened to drop my phone on the road. Phone's glass was broken. Although, i got it fixed but it was unnecessary 1.8k rupees in spending.


Now time is 12.00 AM and I am here typing the post. I don't know why I wanted to write this blog post but I was feeling little alone and I feel my days were not that interesting. I have my birthday coming up in another 4 days and I don't feel any good about it. I am not happy with things that I have got but I am trying to stay happy and float on the things that I have been given. I don't understand why I have to stay long from family but it has to continue. May be I was feeling lonely after all, because till date i have never looked back. I always tried to focus on learning and spent all my time infront of computer learning one or the other and as the time passes by, my appetite for learning is going down quickly than I think. I should prepare for entrance exam but my focus was way out of balance. May be after all, I realized i don't want to run about things that I don't want. I just wanted to stay happy and keep people around me happy. What's the point of running for anything, if you aren't happy or your people aren't happy. I have to introspect but not now, some other day. Bye...

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