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Winter Begins

I am back again with one more post. As always I have nothing new to update about the way life is going.

Along with the dandruff that I already had, I started to get little neck pain. I do not know if my obsession with computer is the reason behind all my troubles but that's the status of the health. As September passed by I now know the amount I will receive for the next year. This year it is 31% hike along with bonus and additional performance bonus. All in all, I have got more wealth than I have imagined but now I understand the pain of a tax payer. There is nothing that I can do about saving tax because it is pretty complicated stuff but I definitely have to think about it by next year. That's the end of wealth story.

Now let's talk about normal things. I have been to home town this year for Ganesh chathurdhi and spent 5 days at home which passed by very quickly. But I will definitely remember the circumstances of office in which I had to leave home town ( Asked to come to office for 2 hours despite on sick leave ). I was literally vexed upon the job back then and I definitely needed a break from work life. I thought those 5 days break will help me to get back to normal work life but in fact, it made me realize that it is not a life worth living for. I say this because I saw my brother and dad going to farms and doing actual work that stresses you out and coming back home to relax and go for sleep. I realized their life is much more peaceful than the work pressures that we have at office environment. Although working in urban cities will give you enough money to live but half of the money is spent on the life style we want to have and rest half we don't know where it goes. May be I don't know but all I can say is that 5 day break didn't help me get back to my normal work life.

Days passed by as mom stayed back at home, I was spending more time on korean serials but with time I even got bored of them. One weekend I went to sathish's place and saw Nelson playing Dota and I was curios to know why he was addicted and i started playing. Right now I have spent more than 20 hours playing Dota. I think I am not addicted but I don't have any other things that attracts my attention. Although I want to prepare for GMAT, being productive is something that requires lot of focus. Let's see how time turns the tide.

Signing off. @ 1.30 AM - 13th October, 2015

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