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Realization

December 18th, 2015 , it's an important day to me for two reasons. It is my Mom's birthday today and I wished her Happy Birthday in the Morning. Second, it's my friend who I have spent all my time in the last 4.5 years @ Deloitte is getting married and leaving Hyderabad.

I never expected time would run so fast but now when I am thinking about my past, time indeed ran very fast because I was so happy in my own world because of people in my life. But as time passes by, you have to realize that nothing is permanent in your life. Not your life nor things or people in your life. As saying goes, the only thing that never changes is change itself. So, we have to stay strong to fight and motivate ourselves with a purpose to fight.

There are only two moments when I got emotional and can't control at office. First, when I came to know that there is something serious about my mom and she has to undergo operation for that and second was today when I realized it is time for good bye's. I knew I can always call but they are emotions which can't be controlled and reasoned with. It also may be the case that we realize, that everything that we take for granted has been taken out from you and you are not ready or not willing to give it up. It is not because you are going to miss something or someone but it's because you don't want to miss.

Things won't be the same for me and going gets tough every day but I will keep fighting.

Regards,
Pavan.

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