Little Things in Life

I have just written a random post on the blog and yet here I am typing another post. Let's get started. I feel I am getting old as time passes by although I am 24 years 6 months old. I do have reasons why I am saying what I am saying. I am taking homeopathic medication since more than 6 months for the dandruff. I am loosing say vigor or passion towards achieving new heights in life. I am lazy to wake up early and feeling every other day as just one more day of life. May be I lost the energy because of monotonic days of life but this is how I feel today. Despite saying monotonic life, I must say nothing is same when I compare it with last 3 years. I feel changes in my life have reached their saturation point and I have reached new heights to adjust myself to situations. I am worried about the new boxes that I have to discover in future and want the life to stay stand stilll but as we know it, "Life doesn't stop for any one". There are so many things runni...

This is Pavan again with another post on July 10th, 2015. I am writing this post seating at my new desk in Cessna after a quick break to eat my dinner at A block Dosa bandi. I have no objective than to pen down whatever comes to my thoughts today. It was just another day at office where I happened to help people than doing my own work. Things that i have done today are 1) Explained how my investments on stocks are being worked out to Nelson and made him sign up with moneybhai. 2) Helped Nelson to install IDM so that he can download youtube videos before trying out all other options like Node and WAMP. 3) Helped Uma on Webdynpro URL issue. 4) Helped Srilakshmi on output email issue. I know penning down these things will be of no use but i don't know why I am doing this. May be because i am lost today. Mom left home on Sunday and it's been two days since I started living my solo life. Nothing seems to be difficult to me, possibly because I started accepting t...

Very long time ago, I have stopped thinking about the journey that life is leading me into but now because of the way things are I reminiscent things that happened to me in the last 4 years, a time since I began my career in professional life. Many professionals who I consider as friends left the organization for various reasons yet I never felt a slightest of pain but these small things impacted the circle of people who I naturally hangout with during office times. The time has come were the group will have only one person and that would be me. This is the painful truth of being in a professional life, it is not difficult to make new friends but it is difficult to digest the fact that you miss the presence of your best friends, friends who know you very well. Isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back, everything is different...” This is how Life builds your past, things that you want to remember and things you do not want to forget will go ...

It has been a long two year journey destined for getting into a top b-school. I had to leave many things that I would love to do otherwise for some other time citing preparation as an excuse. In some ways it is true that there is not much time, to ponder into my own thoughts or doing things that you love, given your capability limits. One has to assess his own strengths and weaknesses to maximize the throughput and it becomes an important factor if you have constraints imposed on you such as time in my case. When I compare myself with 2 lakh other aspirants, I realize that there are many things that I should have done but again they are my choices with the conjured knowledge that I had. I always wonder how my life has shaped to present day. Though I am proud to say that my life is all because of my own choices, there is a resent in my deep self telling me that I should have been at better position and I am not because of my choices. Anyways, whatever that have happened couldn't h...

Hello and Hi, This is Pavan. I have taken so long time to update my personal blog with a new post and here I am writing a new post after being reminded about my personal blog by my bestie :). I have no clue where to start or what to start writing in this post but I can surely say that there are many things that I need to cover in this post. Generally, I am too passionate about things that I like. It all started with some video tutorials of videocopilot.net which inspired me about filming and editing video footage's. Later with the time, I have started making some simple video tutorials for my technical blog and here I am now earning 2,500/- per month through the videos I have made. I have no clue how this turns out in the future but again I am still passionate about things that I want to do. The passion towards Video Editing, Photography combined made my choice to buy first Digital SLR camera. I remember how thoroughly I have gone through web analyzing the technical aspects...

I wanted to update something on my personal blog but I have no ideas to pen. Let me begin saying something This month I have been through many things like mom leaving to home and in the terms of success I deserve in the form of earning more than 50$ by monetizing tech videos and good feedback from project manager hence good rating. I am trying my best to use the time I have in my hand to make my life beautiful but somehow I did not master to manage time and whenever I get a call from some one I am worried about the time I am going to waste from the message, it can be either family members asking me to come home or friend calls for hanging out. I know that is not the way one should think , I should be happy because there are people who think about me. I do believe in that Life is about people, and what matters in the end is how many you got on your side. However I am so obsessed to sit in front of computer to blog or browse. I have some great goals to achieve and I find no time for my ...

Hi This is Pavan writing my own notes, It is again very long time since my previous post. Now I can say that I am settled in Uni-Select project and things are quite good to me than they were in the initial stages and I feel like I have found myself to fly. In terms of work ABAP along with PI is very good in career aspect but however the efforts that I put towards my goals were not so satisfactory. There is something yet I need to accomplish. I can tell you that while midst of typing these few lines I keep on thinking that "Am I typing it in proper english" and feel like "I should be fluent enough" , There is always some dissatisfaction being myself. I know I am not good in few aspects but still knowing the fact I should do something. Progress towards my path is yet in the stage of beginning , All I need is a little dedication. There is nothing that i can do more than what I am doing at present point of time but I feel like I am always wasting the valuable time....