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Adieu 2019

Hey this is Pavan,

Experiences either good or bad define and shape who you are. I had many in 2019. To begin with, leaving Nelson and Cincinnati for Philadelphia, First Job in US, Trips to Poconos, Shenandoah and random outings with friends to Philly downtown, Round One, Barnabys, New Jersey, New York. Not to forget the difficulties of leaving and independent life for an extended period and not to rely emotionally on anyone. This was my 2019.

Many of my goals are still in the budding phase and hope to have an exceptional 2020. I don't foresee significant changes till May this year but I truly wish to realize my potential. 2019 was amazing, I must admit here that I haven't met my 2019 goals.


1) Learn to Swim (Had an Opportunity at Waterview but didn't utilize)
2) Learn Guitar (Have to buy Guitar but didn't commit because I have a history of buying things and not be able to find time to use the equipment)
3) Work Out (Once in a week is the average but I wish it was thrice in a week)

I probably might change Guitar to Keyboard this year and going to add Agile to Personal Life. The goal is simple, I want to be a better version of who I was. I think I know what are my weaknesses and I just have to come up with characteristics that I want to rate and improve. Anyway, this post is going a little too critical than I want to so let me pause here.

2019 was amazing irrespective of me not being to accomplish my goals. I was fortunate enough to make some new friends Jay, Nimish, Pallavi, Aditya, Gaja, Sangam, Kaushal, Kaushik, Rutha, Anshul, Hanlu, Jake. I couldn't have asked for anything better but I also do know the fact that I am going to make some new friends in 2020 and may not be able to keep in touch with 2019 friends as I do now. Personally, I don't like "Change" but it's the only Constant that stays with us. I am writing this note so casually while I am in the office, but I am sure I will reflect on the year that went by and will be filled with emotions.

With that, I want to conclude this post and Wishing for a Happy and Prosperous 2020. See you again in 2020.

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