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I wonder what I can be

Hey this is Pavan,

I am just pumped up listening to "Travelling Soldier" song in a loop. This is a perfect Saturday morning as I woke up and checked the status of the last part of the computer that I ordered is arriving today. Had nuts, strawberries and tea for breakfast and listening to songs in my little room. Life is just beautiful.

Tempo and mood is set way up by this motivational song, I wonder what I can be. I always believed in saying that show less than what you have and now that my little room set up is complete, I have to work twice hard as now in the times ahead to stay ahead of my lofty goal to be able to write a technical paper while satisfying my intellectual thirst. I gotta do it and I am going to do it.


I have to come up with a systematic approach to be able to track the goals that I have set myself. I am planning on using the Agile to approach my goals but before that I have to come up with what I want to be as they say AS-IS to TO-BE path and things that I have to do. Planning is the most complex part apart from sticking to the plan but end of the day, I don't want to fail.


Things to Do

1) Write a Technical Paper on Machine Learning ( Audio/Image Recognition )
2) Learn Swimming (not a priority)
3) Learn an Instrument (not a priority)
4) Build the Physical Stamina


These seem to be too small but I don't think they are easy goals for me. I am not competing with anyone or striving to prove a point but they are personal goals and to see what I can be.


As I type these, they reflect my thought process at the time of writing and I wish to look back and see what I have accomplished but for now I have to just wait and see.

Cya

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