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An year in US and 3 Months at Work

I took a flight from India to USA on August 7th. It's exactly an year since I moved here. After finishing my class room course work, I joined SAP on April 6th, 2019. It's been 3 months already that I started to work and I don't think I have done anything significant to make my mark.

I always tend to take the easier choice, but moving to US for my master's was one of the riskiest decision that I have made. Leaving a stable job and trying to settle once again in a foreign land dreaming about dollars. Yet, I said to myself that whatever happens for good or bad would be an experience. After all, isn't life about having those experiences.

I am still not sure if I want to pursue my career in SAP Consulting roles or move out to a different field such as data science or machine learning. I am sure I have the abilities to be a data scientist but for Machine learning engineer, I need to learn lot more. So far, I have been focussing on Image recognition but it has so much depth to it that I feel I didn't even scratch the surface.However, on the other side, I still have my contacts with Deloitte and can find some job in Deloitte if I stick with ABAP.


For the long weekend on August 29th, friends are planning for a long trip but I am opting out. Trips are fun but I am not sure if I really want to go. I never cared about money but gave that as reason for me to not joining them.  I might plan a trip to New York during the same time or anyway I enjoy chilling at home watching movies or playing dota anyway.

Now let's talk about life and work in general. Reaching office every day at 8.30 but I wish to reach office by 6 in the morning however things aren't going as planned but I will try my best for that to happen. If that doesn't work I will stay back for another 2 hours but I think it is better to be early in the morning than late in the evening.  All I am doing is creating a Fiori Application called RAI's in Error. Not so complicated but learned quite a few things by working hands on UI5.

In terms of life, I recently spoke with brother of a prospective match. I am no longer excited or looking forward. I am tired of trying to find an equal and there's a hard dead line of this December. When it's about time, i have to make one or the other choice anyway but I tend to deviate myself from life by playing Dota and guess what. Life is beautiful when you are winning and depressing when you are losing. Right now, I am on a losing streak and feel sad.

Anyway, I have nothing good to update and signing off till next time.

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