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3rd June

Hmm Today's date is already 3rd of june , Time is running very fast and even days are passing some times I go mentally a very long distance for unknown answers in such a way that finding depth of the ocean sorry even we can find depth of the ocean let me say to catch the end of universe but I still insist that I am Human My role is limited.

My thoughts never stops today i would like to say some thing of my first day in my intermediate

I came from my grand fathers home in morning to hydernagar sri chaitanya's campus along with my mom and father when the warden shown me the room we I mean mom and father arranged my luggage in the room soon the time came where warden asked us to go for classes i dont know what to do he picked me and said to come no words i moved but my mind is still with parents then in class MHK sir I asked him to may I enter yes he said then I asked him where can I sit he said you can sit wherever you want then I choosen Last Bench first position he took class I am with no book or pen just with running thoughts in mind hardly I can bare the class its hard to say heart feelings then after soon the lunch bell rang I ran off immediatly to catch my parents but they were not there then you should see my eyes tears ran off some how I found my 10th friend Manohar I borrowed him for some money and stood in queue of phone lines in std booth waited waited and waited to call and cried soon after I listened my fathers tone soon they came and afternoon session I didn't attended and felt like some thing I was missing and hard to leave my parents but manohar not only gave me push on my back but also for my parents to leave me.Nearly it took me 7 days to keep my feelings away but for good sake there is also one thing to say here but i skipped it let me leave it ok.

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