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Simple changes over time can change everything

It's just another Sunday in this year and I have nothing specific in mind to write this post. Yesterday, I was trying to record VLOG but unable to save the video twice in my two attempts and wasted more than 40 minutes.

Over a period of time, it became a habit for me to pen the thoughts and things happening in life and I wonder if I ever will look back at all the things I wrote and spoke in the future and if I ever look back, I may feel nostalgic of how time passed through the years and probably remember things I was doing at the time of recording this stuff.

I clearly remember when my metabolism was too high during my 24 and Now I am 26 and I can see the changes. Probably this is part of natural evolution not just about me. If I think about deteriorating health and life, I still remember how good my grand parent's health was and in no time things change and eventually perish. I don't even need to go even that far in chain, I can say that in last 3 years, dad's Thyroid, Mom's Diabetes, these are some new changes that we adapt to but if you look at it from a broader perspective, these simple things over time will make a huge difference in our lives.
Although, I am not here to reminiscence about the things that happened but just wanted to say that these posts will give an opportunity to stop and look back.

Today is September 24th, 2017. I am lying on the same bed in Hyderabad as I was 9 years ago probably and writing this post. It's been 6.5 years since I started my IT career and now in pursuit of traveling to foreign lands just to earn some money and get business exposure, which requires me to put significant efforts in terms of preparing applications and getting people's approvals and either way they will happen over time. Question is, what a person really want, If I ask myself probably I just say, Caring Family, Happiness. Will money be able to buy that, I think probably everyone will know the answer. Anyway, again I am not here to think about it. Let's see.

On personal front, I've been busy lately and my sleep cycle is messed up and I am yet to correct it. As an Indian with age 26, you know that family will keep asking you to get married and here it begins. Often, I think about how future pans out and the uncertainty that life brings. But yeah, I think after this change there won't be any big shifts in life. I think my post is sounding philosophical but I am not thinking too much.

I am grateful for so many things, be it family, caring friends, way of life and I can ask nothing and of course, there are things which I have to improve and purely they are on me. At sometimes, If I think, I feel that there is no need for us to think about future and stay in the present (Obviously it is called "present" for a reason) and take one step at a time together into future. Slow and Easy, here it comes.

Regards,
Pavan. 

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