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Passing time is not bad as you think

It's 11th September, 2016. I don't know how 9 months passed already in 2016. Looking back at 2016, things have changed so much in this year. I am unsure of my way ahead. So far, all I have done is not to mess up with things that I have already achieved but I did fail exceptionally in the entry exams and motivating myself to achieve something bigger. 5 years passed since I have joined Deloitte and all these years I was happy except for this year.

One thing that I didn't learn during my schooling or college days for that matter is that nothing that you think is permanent and you have to learn it hard way in profession. Everyone will be working hard for their career and always think about their own families. People switch companies and try to pursue onto something that they think will benifit them and will loose touch with you. I have learned this over the last 5 years. All you can do is, progress with life.Anyways, I didn't start writing this keeping that in mind, I am just typing whatever that comes to my mind. It is Sunday today and time 7.00 PM, Nelson was here in room since afternoon. We had good meal and played couple of Dota matches.I have put my clothes in washing machine, but because we were playing, I didn't bother much about anything.

Yesterday and today, I woke up little late 11.30 AM in the  morning as I was sleeping late but tomorrow is a working day and day begins at 7.00 AM in the morning and goes on till 8.00 PM. The new project MRC is actually taking all of my time and I can do nothing about it. I always wanted to work not more than 10 hours in a day but I can't help this time hence I started to dislike the job that I am doing. If I think about it, it is the life of a S/W engineer to sit infront of PC for hours and as the world population is growing in numbers and every job in the world will force you to work hard and pay less because there are others outside waiting for it. Initially, I was naive to think that it is our prerogative to decide whether we extend working but no, it is not really the case. I am hoping that things will get better.

Other than that, There are nothing new that I think, I have to pen. Life is going on without any surprises or me trying to do anything big of my capabilities. I guess, I became lazy to even think about it.

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