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May 21st

Hello this is pavan again as usual writing down my story , I've completed my B.tech Examinations now here is the time to go into statistics

I have an aggregate of 71.3 as of now without including my 4th year second semester and as we know that
JNTU removes 2 subjects then I will get a percentage around 72.3 and I'm expecting atleast of 75 percentage in 4-2 which pulls my average up to 73 aah this is all about statistics let me leave this aside for now.

After finishing my last examination Design Patterns on 18th of April , I hope I will never face examinations of this kind atleast for 2 years from now. I've been spending holidays doing nothing but having some fun with internet. With Keeping Relations in mind i am doing my best to have a bond with every one in my department. I lifted my restrictions of not to talk with girls and including them into my team but since we completed our b.tech i have no option to meet them personally though its an added advantage for me with my fear to speak with girls ;) . However pavan is changing time to time . I was home for 5 days and returned and since then i was in hyderabad spending time with friends , I've done almost I could to be among friends and I feel like i'm missing something out of my life and i cried even at times when I think of separation between me and friends. However that is the feelings i should keep with my self. After then Srinivas (Void) is with me for few days and since past 2 days i am alone and now i know what i missed . I know that next 1 and half month or so will be tough time that i should walk through to forget all my cherished memories with my friends.

I changed myself very much , i am not like i was once . I've been enjoying my life to its maximum from past year but i'm late to understand things however i came to know something i should know . Always I feel like Life is very short and I should care for everything whatever comes in my way with my heart. I was very thankful to god for the level of maturity i possess. Some times My mind goes through varying subjects from past to future. I almost analyze myself every day that keeps me something different from my fellow friends but this is true life. Relations , Bonds , Values , Morales , Everything should be included for a man to be perfect. I know this discussion goes little crazy , however i laugh at myself for being such philosophical but that's the way I am.

What else !! , This Summer , I ve done many things , To Start with i am always among friends and had very fun that i have not since my past 4 years of b.tech . We've gone to films , had crazy discussions , cried for separation what not . But I should say I miss my b.tech life , I should say I miss my student life which is very fun part of every individual life , these memories cherish forever . I know we can't stop the passing time but to pass along with it . It's been 6 years I came to hyderabad and finally I've changed from student to Professional software engineer. Life is changing very fast. My career plans are still in earlier phase and i know i should put lot of efforts to reach my goals but sometimes i keep saying myself that "time that runs past never returns instead of running for thing that to be achieved why don't i enjoy the present" but one thing that makes me do my job is Social Status otherwise i could have enjoyed my life without any goals. But to mention there is no purpose for humans life without goals . Once you reach your old age and if you think back about what you have done throughout your life , then there should be something that you feel like proud of yourself. I've searching for that satisfaction that's it.

My date of joining for deloitte is june 27th , I've been assigned with buddy , he is sunag from mechanical department from our college of 2010 batch. All the formalities like guest house , joining date and location are completed. I will be here at HYDERABAD looking desperately for some new friends to share my feelings .

Something notable points that i should mention are I went home and returned back withing 5 days where i met kinnu , kanna and Laxmi sisters and attended bobby brothers engagement. Later then here at Hyderabad went for 100% Love movie along with my 13 friends of which 2 others are from rajesh side and next movie is pirates of caribbean movie with kashyap. I formally visited Sam Thatha and Krishna thatha and nothing else :)

thats i remember for now later then i will add something to the topics bye

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